Tears are dropping down my cheek now.
I feel so bad now. I'm sitting at a dark corner now. Only the lights of my laptop were shone. No one understood me. Not even him. I don't know if it's me, or whether he didn't care about me. He rather play his game, and replied me late with just one word, "Why".
I vomited today. Only a few people cared. Does he care by saying "why"? I don't know. But I can't feel his care at all. My friends would reply me immediately, and saying LOADS of things. Like, go see the doctor, drink water, how am I feeling...
But. Why. In. The. World. The person that's most important to me now doesn't even say these kind of things.
I can't stop crying while I'm typing this. I can't. Why.