I did not complete my NAPFA retest. I had stitches, because I ran too fast in the beginning of the run. Tryphena and Yifan came along and grabbed my hand, telling me to try my best. But I could not. The stitches were so... excruciating that I knelt onto the ground.
They pulled me up, and the teacher asked me to rest at a corner. I watched as my other classmates ran. I was thinking, why can't I resist the pain from the stitches. I could have ran just like them, passing the run and so on. So, I cried.
I cried so badly and even on the way back to school from the park where we did our run, Joanne had to pull me. Or I won't even walk.
Everyone saw me crying. Most of them were just curious, some of them asked me why I cried. Those that know, will just tell them to leave me alone cause I needed to be alone.
After a while, I just had to get back to my original self. And continue my day, and stop thinking of the problem.
